or maybe i just got smarter! unclear, but learning about all these APIs and finally feeling comfortable with webdev for the first time is really something. i’ve always felt a bit at a loss with programming in general for lack of direction. with music and non-assisted art you decide when something stands on its own, there always feels like the use of a computer to make itself do things rigidifies criteria for success/‘utility’.
i never had project ideas, in other words.
but now i do, mostly thanks to my other hobbies. add another project onto the pile, why not! who’s gonna stop me? time to make a webMIDI api thing-o.
“rudderless and profoundly weird, just like they’d always been.” spent too much time doing known makework, consciously procrastinating on making the big swings, waiting for the move to chicago which both feels like it’s coming up too fast and will never come to pass, i suppose my website here will serve as the pseudo-CV my roommate-to-be has asked me to collate. bah! bah!!